Do you sometimes have a sort of feeling that you cannot describe out?
Like when you realised that you are being left out by a group of people .. Or you 'thought' that you are being left out?
And sometimes,the feelings are so tense that you can't take it and just feel so sad bout it?
What kind of feeling is this?
Jealously? envy? Depress? Or just plain,that "you're not popular with people?"

This is only one of the example that i'm using to express my thoughts on people who feel this way ..
Most of my Sec frens including me feels the same way when we started out sch ..
It's not easy for us to "open up"(which i'm not sure why ..)
We got really sad and sometimes when we shared bout this issue, we would just bear our souls out ..

Is this the kind of life that we want?
Honestly, most of us feel this way is cos we are so used to Secondary school life where we can mingle with everyone and everyone is just " innocent" and as "lame" ..
And we can really have a 'close' friend whom we trust.

Although i don't really feel like this anymore, but sometimes when i'm being left alone or see that someone who is behaving in this way, i will get upset again ..
Perhaps this is just part and parcel of life which all of us have to go through in order to be independence ..

Life is full of ups and downs... without obstacles, we won't grow, but with those obstacles, it'll hinder our pathway ..
Well, certainly i really hope that one day, we can eventually overcome this hurdle in our road and open up our 'inner' pathway ..

XXxx deLpH xxXX