Why do i always avoid topics like that?
I can feel stutter and hesitation if you want me to talk.
I just can't talk .... though i wanted to.
It is just difficult for me ...
It is like, "you have a fish ball stuck in your throat and you tried it so hard to spit it out but it still remain there" .. that irritating feeling

No wonder ppl said that they can't read expressions from my look ..
They must really unmask my smile and look at the real Me behind it ..
But .. not much ppl can do it ..
Cos my stubborn character wouldn't allow it ..

But i am tired already ..
Tired of searching and looking for The One ...
It is like, the more you longed for it, the more it doesn't appear ...
And ur "Good Old Days" times will be reminisce again ..

No more ..
No More you ..
Good-bye ...
And i Really Mean it ... This TIME


deLpHine
Kate Winslet » What If Lyrics

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know


This heart of mine ...
Gosh ...
Hate it ~

deL
The coffee shop had change their management ..
That coffee shop .. that seat .. that area ...
i remembered .. just like yesterday ...

I ordered coffee and the tv was showing some Malay MTV show ..
It was a unique experience ...

Never will it happen again ..
Never ..

deLpHine