*Sensitive Talk*
I don't know how true does this sounds ..
But do your ever .. just ever feel that your are attracted to person of the same sex as you?
I mean, Not till the extent that you want the person so much ..
But it's More like if he/she is happy, you'll feeL the same way too ..

This is something wHich i had heard and that sometimes, you'll bound to feel this way ..
Not sure whether this is a normal feeling or not ( Both parties are straight)
But one of them will certainly feel happy and concern for the other party More than what a normal Friend will do.

Like for e.g, if A helps B with a difficult task, And B told A that she really appreciate her Help.
And at this point of time, A will be so delighted and super happy till she's smiling away ...
Well, is this a weird sign?
Or is it cos A treat B like a sister, that's why A acted like this?
hahaha ... i really don't know why ...

Curious to asK .. will anyone feeL this way too?
Just like an attraction and feel the need to protect someone of the same sex?
Hmmm .. will you?

deLpHine
I don't know what to blog for today ...
Just ...
Confuse ...

I don't know what am i feeling at this moment of time ..
But i know that i don't feel good ...

What is happening to me?
I really have no idea ...

Haiz ...
One of my unknown mood again ....

deLpH
The MTV of " When you'Re gone" is out ...



The MTV was great .. So touching.
I almost cry when I saw the wHole thing.
It was like a story-based ..
The Guy had to leave for Army to defend the country, leaving his heavily-pregnant wife behind ..
The old man wHo always remember his wife who had already left him ..
The teenage's love was being tore apaRt by her Mum who refused to let her daughter being with her boyfriend ..

Honestly, what came into your mind when you first heard this song?
Emotional thoughts and feelings?
Come on ... just shaRe ..

Start off - for myself, images of memories came back and for a while i thought that i might cry, but i didn't ...

So how bout YOU?

deLpHine
YEAH!!!

Fate had been good to Me ...
I got it ...
Finally i had gotten wHat i wanted ...

This is the plan that i had worked out for myself ...
And the 1st part had already came tRue ...

Thank you so muCh for the chance and i will definitely worK even harder to get My goal.

YeaH ....
It's really a niCe feeLing ~~

deLpHine
uPset can't soLve any pRoblems ...
facing it will huRts as well ..
But wHat eLse can i do?

It is really depRessing for me ..
It's like my Hopes were all cRashes afer waiting for so long ..
Finally i got wHat i wanted, but the hope is dasHed after knowing that i had missed the dateLine ..

God ... can you feel what i aM feeling?
I really don't know what elSe can i do or said ...
I really feel the pain inside ...
So much that it hurts so bad ...

I tried seeking for solutions but really don't know wHether it helps or not.
Please .. don't tell me this is Fate ..
Cos Fate had been toying with Me for so long ...
No more "This is Fate .. " Please
I want this to be Real ...
I want to HAVE this ..

Losing wHat i finally can have it is too mucH for Me ...
And I'm really not in the best of Mood ...

Really really hope and Pray that I can still have what i really wanted ...
Please .. Grant me this ...

deLpHine
Sometimes i feel that i'm afraid ..
I said what i wanted, but eventually i rejected my decision.
I don't know what i'm afraid of ..
It's just weird ..
When i really feel something but at the same time i started to think otherwise.
Thus things don't work out ..

But perhaps is cos i'm not ready ..
And i don't understand what i really wanted ..

It's not easy to be me ... - Five for fighting

deLpH