A motivatoR
She had been a friend for almost 3yrs ..
My Assistant leader in year 1 ..
My treasurer in year 2 ..
My attachment mate for 1 month during our 1st yr ..
My right-hand during attachment ..
My gossip/rubbish talk partner during attachment ..
My team mate during Cambodia Trip ..
And a good friend who supports me and ( i don't think she knows ..) motivate me alot ..
She love her frog-y frog-y a lot ..ha

I don't know how to describe her .. but she is really a very nice person.
From her appearance, she may look blur, quiet and 'innocent' ..
But after knowing her, she is actually a very nice, caring and 'manic' person ..
And if i am not wrong, she have a special habit ..
Everytime after working with her during attachment, she will have a habit of writting special 'Love' note to her team mates ..
and in this special ONE and ONLY note, ( specially designed for you) ..She will really express her thoughts and feelings bout you ..

Although i don't know bout others reaction, but everytime when i received this special note from her, I will definitely CRY after reading it ..
It just touched me and made me emotional ..
I remembered when i received the first note , i was like reading it twice and crying twice ..
It was when she saw a side of myself that i didn't know ..
She salute me for being able to stay on to something which i didn't plan to study on ..
It was really encouraging ..

And everytime when i looked back, i would remember what she had told me and this is actually something which motivated me to stay on in Nursing ..

I remembered once, during Year 1, she asked me whether in future, I would carry on be a Nurse.
My reply was asking her to ask me this qns again when we're in year 3 ..
And now, we're already in Year 3 ..
Somehow, i don't know whether i have the courage to take up this challenge, but i promise that when She asked me the same qns again, i will have the answer for her ..

And ya .. i really hope to tell you this ..
HONG BEI BEI ..
You've been a very good friend to me.. and i'm really grateful to you for taking such good care of me.
Although you may see that I’m like an evil soul who disturb you a lot, but in my heart, I see you as a
Gd friend and think that you will not mind ..
But pardon me if I ever offended you ..
Thanks for motivating me when I’m at my lowest point of time and giving me some hope to believe in
Myself ..
Maybe you didn’t know bout this, but you are really gd at encouraging ppl through your words ..
They are really powerful and means a lot to someone ..
I really respect you as a friend as well as my role model ..
From my point of view, I can see that you really work hard for the patient and I don’t even see you
Grumble bout anythg .. you are willing to learn as much as you can ..
This is something which I lack of and I really salute YOU for that ..
THANK YOU so much for showing me things that I can learn from you and helping me throughout
This few years ..
I’m totally grateful and Hope to be ur future colleague (though maybe not in the same hospital) after graduation ..
Take care

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