Headache ..
Painful ..
Swell ..
Tears ..
Tired ..

This is what i am experiencing at the moment ..
The pain is so ache-y that it hurts whenever i think about it ..

I am so gonna miss my lovely nice goody good sister ..
Yes .. my dear sister Evelyn is leaving us ..
I can't help but feeling warm tears swelling up in my eyes ..

She just mentioned to us that she had to leave our ward and go over to ward 66 ..
woah ...
1st thought of mine is like --> Huh? so sister is the one who is gonna leave?
Then after i heard my Mei Zhen Jie jie asking if sister can stay in our ward and not leave or not ..
It suddenly occured to me that, "YES ! my sister is gonna leave us!"
Then i realise what had happened ..
And my tears started to pour ..

I really really so daMn upset and irritated. ...
I kept thking why sister do not wanna tell us earlier ..
Cos it is like on Feb, she will be leaving us ..
Why must she keep it from us till now ..

Everyone is feeling really down and upset ..
But all i can say is that, perhaps i can understand why is sister doing this to us ..
It is not as if she wanna "leave" us with another new boss ..
But i guess that it is the best for us ..
As usual ..

If we can do something to keep her with us ..
we will ..
Cos without Sister Evelyn ..
Ward 46 will not be the same anymore ..


I am so gonna miss her ..

deL