Why do i always avoid topics like that?
I can feel stutter and hesitation if you want me to talk.
I just can't talk .... though i wanted to.
It is just difficult for me ...
It is like, "you have a fish ball stuck in your throat and you tried it so hard to spit it out but it still remain there" .. that irritating feeling

No wonder ppl said that they can't read expressions from my look ..
They must really unmask my smile and look at the real Me behind it ..
But .. not much ppl can do it ..
Cos my stubborn character wouldn't allow it ..

But i am tired already ..
Tired of searching and looking for The One ...
It is like, the more you longed for it, the more it doesn't appear ...
And ur "Good Old Days" times will be reminisce again ..

No more ..
No More you ..
Good-bye ...
And i Really Mean it ... This TIME


deLpHine